A man lost in the woods:two poems

A forest’s song

during sunset I was straying
Silently the wood along,
the sound of a satyr playing 
bound my feet, which paced to the song 

AL LA AL LA AL LA AL

and before me danced with her bells,
a dryad whose skin was bark,
but she sang with tongues of birds; spells 
in rhythm with each clang and spark 

LA AL LA AL LA AL LA

The terror of the woods

A hoary, gnarled tree clefts for me,
As the storehouse of heaven pours
A deluge, and churned is a sea
Of crashing; roaring waves of boars.
I hid from the hosts, in the lee,
My ramparts against the wild siege;
Marching boars, spears of water breach,
The monstrous hoards encompass me.
Thunderous bands, with the cloud’s screech
Rip, rend, burst and bore without end,
The train like lightning darts, and each
With the spirit of terror blend.
Among the arbors I drew near,
Yet, I am devoured by fear.

A many colored land I saw but once, dimly

There, where the lanterns have yet to rust away, each held in hand for fear of the ancient dark.
there, where the grim sky’s grey countenance
is still seen by men who call it by many names;
“perun” “earth-shaker” and first-father,” there, where the Erl-King steals the child who remembers not the song;

“child, dear child, heed not the blast of the hunter’s call,
in the dead of the night, the old hunter awakes,
he lures each child like it was game, and each he takes,
be good dear child, he comes to those who make mistakes,
He lists to the storm, and arises in scorn,
He summons his hounds with his far-sounding horn,”
and this is what is taught to each child who is born.

there, in that land, where basil is twisted into cords as a crown and a Glyph of safe passage, each a token to cross the dark waters, there, each family see’s sundry virtues in inscribing blackest basalt with words passed down to them from father’s father to son’s son, and most excellent to them is the sight of the child sitting by the hearth, grim-faced and ash-handed.

For these children are scorched with the face of the flame, it is to them like the moth who, in his adoration, annihilates himself into the fire, their bliss is the bliss of the bee to clover, covered as with the dew and pollen of shining spring.

these children, they speak of things forgotten, the memories of men who have crossed the waters, in the days before the father’s of their fathers, each word, coming to them first dimly than dappled as if lighted by dawn, then to them cinder, the very sons of egni; the ancestor of ash, speak to them.

The Cinders cry out “ we are living flame yet light shall pass from us, we must decrease so a fire of another kind may increase, flame to ash, ash to fire of another kind, and this to, is a light, Come and anoint your hands within the hearth,then you will grasp a new Light”

and so are called the children to the hearth, turned grim-faced, light-living and ash-handed.

After the flame has blackened them with blessing, day after day, delicate little dots, points of purest green emerald are seen by the ash-handed, each leaf of emerald twisting their sight into a braid of light which covers their eyes, each eye inflamed and agleam with cataracts; as bright as a well-cut emerald.

Though blinded to the light of our laterns,
the light within their eye shows them the dark waters, a sea of purest glass, stained emerald green.

once their eyes have the depths of the ancient sea, Then, and only then, do the parents of the ash-branded child bring them before a tribunal to divine if they deserve blessings drawn from the book of Viridian letters, each page of which is said to be a song sung by the sylvan oracle, the sound of which carves spells upon trees and stone, the sound of which, grants the ash-handed a new-sight.

He is asked “If your soul be as bee to clover, if your eyes have the depth of an ancient sea, if your shade be Dawn-dappled as with a flame, if even egni opens the mouths of his sons to you, answer us truthfully concerning these three questions.”

to us has been passed, however, only the second of the three questions, which I shall now supply in full;

“What’s here? “ to which he must reply “a dead babe in the fairy ring” having divined the answers, he is then wrapt about with new, white garments, laid down to rest before them, and they each begin to sing, and this is the song sang of them;

“More swift than lightning can he fly
About this airy welkin soon,
And, in a minute’s space, descry
Each thing that’s done below the moon.
There’s not a hag
Or ghost shall wag,
Or cry, ‘ware goblins! where he goes;
But changeling he,
Their feats will see
And return home with a ho, ho, ho!

Whene’er such wanderers he may meet,
As from their night-sports they trudge home,
With counterfeiting voice he may greet,
And call them on with him to roam:
Through woods, through lakes;
Through bogs, through brakes;
Or else, unseen, with them he goes,
All in the nick,
To play some trick,
And frolic it, with ho, ho, ho!

Sometimes he comes like a man,
Sometimes an ox, sometimes a hound;
And to a horse? he can!
To trip and trot about them round.
But if to ride
his back they stride,
More swift than wind away he’ll go,
O’er hedge and lands,
Through pools and ponds,
hurry! laughing! ho, ho, ho!”

at the end of their hymn, one comes about them, masked,his mask is the wood of an old oak, but his eyes, his eyes burn with the very same living fire, he snatches the child away, to baptize him, as with waters of an ancient sea, purest emerald.

and for a moment, the sea and the eye gains a lustre, as if the silver of the stream where shines the moon, as if the silver unstained and daven of a king, and upon the witching hour, he returns the child upon the banks, and there he rests, just as a flame rests in ash, the waves of emerald in the deep, the light of dawn within the moon and the man as a child, and then he awakes.

The Second Syndesian Sonnet

Winds softly Yawning, Gust tears summit
Talus, slammed down near russet topsoil,
Lungs slyphine earth heaved, dropping plummet!
tumbling gravel leaps, set turmoil!
lunging gaps, springing galant through hot
terrain, nomes slope-enclosed dash hastful,
lamently Yelp; pebbles sadly caught,
throb bob boulders smashing; grift thudful
Lapis slabs; shattered dust twinkles shine,
every yowl lauds sabaoth’s stones;
sang, singing grimly, yon nature’s shrine
earthen, not tired! damn not tomb bones!
splendor rocks some early, yet the eye
external learns secrets;seen nigh.

The First Syndesian Sonnet

Great Thunder roars, stones shatter; rent,
thorns scorched, dappled dim marks seared dark,
knuckles sable, erupting groans,
sparks soar, rage extinguishes slow.
will-o’-wisps settle eerily,
yon nestles sheens shined Dew whitened
diamond-dusted, drunken neither
Rum much, chance ephemeral;Light.
trembling grounds soften: nether
rupture, essence epiphany,
yet the eminence evades still;
like ethereal laterns shining;
gustful lustral longing given
not through opal-lit transcience.

A point inside a pentacle

The heart is a heart of glass,
daily new colors fill it
but none can stain the spirit;
each passion is soon to pass.

each taste leaves a man thirsty;
for the taste of each new wine
is mingled with heavy brine
drawn from the river lethe.

both the smell of myrrh and musk
become hidden and withdrawn,
for the vibrancy of Dawn
must dissolve into the dusk.

and supple skin is a lie,
for there is no truth in youth;
ripe is the flesh of the fruit
when it is Rot, soon to die.

a recited libretto,
the bellow of the street hounds,
sparrows on funeral grounds,
each mingle as one echo.

God is The center; changeless,
if to him you draw nearer;
mirror reflecting mirror,
revealed is the name nameless:
I

Dirge

still tired, I awoke,
while the blue dust of dusk still covered earth,
I did not wait ‘til the Dawn broke,
from my home I traveled forth
lit by my soul’s own burning
without the aid of morning,
to the place of mourning
where friend and family lay man into dirt.

there where the world is silent,
where engraved stone and eld tree are hid by lichen,
dead moss rules a land once vibrant,
which has grown sick and rotten
with the miasma of winds grey
wailing for those who’ve passed away
yet there is another decay;
the name of friend and family forgotten.

sullen air enters my lungs,
lightning flashes, a memory doesn’t belong,
my own words feel like foreign tongues,
each word and excuse seems wrong,
there is a time to weep, I know,
why then, will it hurt to let it show?
and how can a man let go
a grief too sad for song?

Absent, soundless, the hordes of ghosts
wrapt about my head with a funerary shroud,
through the black pall I saw the hosts
and their still hurting voices which aloud
moaned for countless things periphery,
moaned for pointless injury,
moaned for purposeless misery,
these are the words of their mouths.

“I am gone, the image of one nowhere”
no laughs, no cries, no tears fell from their eyes,
and in their lack my tears fell with despair
as my own breath allowed them sighs.
“their life has withdrawn yet I persist
though foregone, they live as an imprint
while mingled with the pre-Dawn abyss”
as I said these things, each ghost ascended the skies

a blink, they like a daydream dissolve,
they were without substance nor presence,
resolve dies, yet the world still revolves
leaving an absence, and an absence of absence
this is the presence of the dead, a hole
which shall never become whole
without a man’s immortal soul,
leaving in the world an absence.

“my heart grows lichened and leprous, infected
with a plague of deep disdain
for a world which leaves the dead neglected,
ignoring them as a dark stain,
as some valueless dross,
I shall not forget their loss
even if it hides my heart in moss”
then I returned home in pain.

though i walked a street clad in dawn
and returned to my place of rest,
something in me felt far and gone,
mourning has impressed upon my soul his grey crest,
it does not burn like a fire,
nor the rebuke of heaven’s choir,
not even the hunger of desire,
it is a weight upon my chest.

Lord who gave us living water and breath
save us from the horror of death.

The Obelisk

ΑΣΚΙ ΚΑΤΑΣΚΙ VOS CONJURO

I come to you o obelisk
bathed in the blood of basilisk,
I come with garments of samite
and amulets of porphyry
inscribed with words of sorcery,
oh thou pillar of malachite
reveal thy cabbalistic light!

I beckon from the idolic dais
surrounded by thunder cloud and blaze
the dreaded spirit of Elohim,
who’s face is darker than blackest dream,
thou art supreme and worthy of all praise
and in thy name the gods of man I blaspheme.

Elyon shaddai, Ha-Raz Adonai
melekh Ha-Molochim Va-malakim
Barak Va-Baraka! Barak Va-Baraka!
Baraka! Baraka! Baraka!

Thou, Allah, who gives my soul a garland of eyes,
Thou, Al-baseer, who’s divining cup is the Sky,
Thou, Abba-Ila’ah, Great Father of the Wise,
Lord, I prostrate before you in praise, purify
my heart in accordance with these demonic cries

The Mythic Dawn:the Eternal hidden in the Temporary

The Welkin Wannish as Swans melts as molten bronze,
effluent ebbs the ebon dappled azure sea,
tin moons moult as ephemeral runes, eidolons
webs and wefts sigils upon yon eternal tree,
each fruit a diurnal antiphon heard briefly,
The Ayons of Ayons are through Apastrons veiled,
the vernal psalms Hail and renew the jubilee,
this to me is joy, his flesh torn apart and nailed,
yet His breath knows not of death, Selah, his face paled
thorns crowned him, skin threshed wheat, a grape in the wine press,
the ever fresh rose, his very soul, was exhaled.
though his corpse reposed, the whole world his ghost would bless.
the darkness was withdrawn! returns the Dawn of myth!
my soul yearns, ye! my soul burns lord, I now submit
I

The Whispers of the Wind

the Wind whispers a secret heard by few
“when the world was white and yet never knew
the corpse stones formed by winter’s falling tears,
and the music of the spheres sang to men
of the silent peace of the years of years,
men knew the lullabies whispered in sleep.”

the Wind whispers a secret heard by few
“there is a valley of diamonds which you
may plunder if you libate the serpents
and the black Jinn whose spirits haunt the glen,
least your flesh be torn, bones for all to view,
come to them as master to his servants,
all souls must bow to the voice from the deep”

the Wind whispers a secret heard by few
“spoke to me once a shade who lived untrue
what awaits an accursed apparition,
first a fiend bathes you in darkest blood, then
the million red faces of perdition
add you to the heap, another to weep.”

the Wind whispers a secret heard by few
“the sacred hue of a sapphire’s blue
is the reflection of a Royal star,
An ancient God’s avatar, born again,
give to him fragrant aromatic tar,
then you, with the precious stones he will keep.”

The Whispers of the wind whirl to and fro
blessed are they who listen when the winds blow.

A translation of Horace’s fourth ode

the northern wind wanes as does winter’s sting,
warmth waxes, weakly the western wind blows,
boats are brought out again, for it is spring.
no longer shall the flock flee from the snows
no more will ploughmen peer over fire,
no more will meadows mingle with frosts white.
now cyntherean Venus leads the choir,
while dance the graces with the nymphs by night,
vigorously Vulcan ignites the air,
now is the time to wreathe with myrtle green
or with the earth’s flowers your love’s sleek hair
or sacrifice, where shady branches lean,
a lamb to faunus. both palace of kings
and poor men’s huts, both bear death’s demon Mark.
Fortunate Sestius, Brief life bars the things
that we long hope for. soon comes forth the dark
clad legions of cold pale faced phantom ghosts
to drag you to Pluto’s ancients palace,
where hushed are every human’s vain boasts
envy is silenced as is greed’s malice.
the glow of Lycidas shall leave your eye
as you enter into eternity